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Sometimes i wonder if she really loves me.Everytime im out whether its at a mall,park,beach or wherever without her and see couples together and shit i just can't help but stare and *sigh*.It's Been about 1 month and half since been bf/gf and yes i understand we've both been busy and shit..that's normal but we have yet to spend sometime together:S. I Have made many efforts or at least tried to get with you,but you'd always have an excuse or something planned with your cousins or what ever...and i like i told you before..id rather be your cousin coz at least youd be spending time with me alot:(.It really makes me wonder if you even got time for me or if you even care at all. My hearts been reaching out to you for sometime and its just been waiting to be grabbed and held on to.='(.Baby all i want is to be with you....why is it so difficult for us to be together.i know there has been distractions and haters interfering but yea other than that......*sighss*Im just in love with you and wanna hold on to you and i reallly wanna know if you mean whaat you sayy to mee because i believe in us baby and i wanna confirm that this is fo real:)..

Love you alwayss Trina<3